i watched the assassination of jesse james by the coward robert ford this weekend. it was gorgeous and well done and brilliantly acted. but i just felt so effected. i couldn't sleep that night and i haven't been able to get it out of my head since. i'm not exactly sure why. watching jesse james' slow mental break down and the heart breaking obsession of bob ford, loving jesse james more than he had ever loved anyone, wanting to be accepted by him and then knowing he would have to betray him was just painful to watch. the narratives were really beautiful too. so i think that means i recommend it.
in other news, watched michael jackson's memorial service live at work today. what a major bummer. i bawled about 15 times. i think i feel like being sad.