thanks to you friends...ALL of you, for your love and support. the last few days have been among of the most difficult of my life. in the midst of this tragedy and heartbreak i have felt it is necessary to put on a brave face and keep trudging along. but, inside, i feel as if every ounce of my being is going to combust into an enormous swelling eruption of devastation, anger, and the most incredible feeling of loss and pain that i have ever experienced. and still, i know life goes on. every day will be a little brighter than the one before.